Bud light lime, friends, and Ihop, makes for a great night!!! Feeling good! Turn up!!)
I’m so sick of feeling this way. And I know my friends are at the point where they are probably tired of me asking for help. Like I know they are trying to help and but sometimes instead of them just telling me to do this and this and telling me that God can fix it if I give it to him, which I know he can but I know that I’m still going to have these days it sucks. Because sometimes you just want someone to come to your room and hold you till you cry yourself to sleep but that doesn’t happen they just tend to make me feel worse about myself and my situation because they tell me those things even though they are true. I’m almost at 10 months without cutting but Its like whats the point if I continue to have these thoughts. I’m tired of being unhappy and the more I continue to feel this way the worse my depression is getting again and the closer I am to cutting and I honestly just want to give up. I just want all the bad things because they are so much easier to give into. Fighting is too hard and I always give up anyway I know its going to happen why not just shorten the process. I’m just tired. Tired of trying to be happy when I’m not. I’m tired of being someone that I’m not.
I ACCIDENTALLY MADE THE CUTEST COOKIE IN THE WHOLE WORLD YESTERDAY.
A Day to Remember - The Downfall of Us All
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Piñata by Pages Matam (x)
I was in tears by the end.
Princess Bubblegum circa the future